A promise was made
A key to a music box
but I know this is not the end
to my musical song

I know she meant well
but a note is just a note
without understanding and time
nothing will come around

Instrument strums and words sung
Beautiful melodies describes how
Tomorrow is the day i sing my song
Prepare with whats to come
With my heart and my woes

                   it's been a while since i have even heard from you -Style

Apologies are the best way to start anew

I, Atiqah Syahmina Binti Azlan sincerely apologies for being such an annoying brat when i was 13 and all the years after that. At that time I'd never known what love is. I just know the concept of love but never experience it. I was curious and decided that liking someone (mainly guy best friends is equals to true love) but that is wrong. I know that now. It is not love but just an admiration or fascination that I have toward someone (or you could call it wrong judgement of the meter friend) All in all the 13 year-old me is just a vague memory now. It was years ago and now I am 16 turning 17 in less than 2 months. I'm proud of what I've become and in the process learnt that every seconds in life counts. Everything we do know may or may not decide our future but most of all I'd live my life the way you want it to be. Every little things in my life are important and I'm sorry for every wrong doing I had done to people. Maybe last year I did something bad to you and never apologizes so through this i am saying that I'M SORRY for everything. Yes, I want to be friends with you but everything is so complicated with you. I decided that I will be friends with you when the right time comes.I know I'll probably be sad along the way (like I am now) but I think you prefer this too. 
                                                   Bye and Let's Pray for The Best :)
                                                                                                                                         Yours sincerely,
                                                                                                                                                        Atiqah

can i survive this?

it feels like riding a roller coaster
one moment
im up in the air
highest than the highest mountain
being happy,smiling and laughing

the next moment
im right here
at the bottom of the ocean
trying with all the strength that i have
to go to you
to survive this

One Month

I have fought the war since day one
trying without success to undone
the meaningless words that shoot like a gun
into my very one
heart

Everytime I see you
it makes me feel sad
of all the friendship
must it be ours that ends

After the last time
we can at last talk for the first time
thank you for giving me the chance
to regain what have been lost

please come back . 7th day.

the only thing we can do know is pray to God and hope for the best. Istiqamah kepada Allah kerana segala yang berlaku adalah dengan keizinan Allah dan sesungguhnya mungkin ini merupakan cara Allah untuk mengingati manusia bahawa Allah yang maha besar lagi maha mengetahui.

Insya Allah dengan izin Allah pesawat MH370 akan dapat ditemui. Insya Allah.

i cried because of what you said to me. thank you for everything.
                                                                                                                                                       -Atiqah